Setback

January 27, 2011

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I'm scared.
I'm having second thoughts all over again. I'm losing interest with what I'm doing right now more and more. I'm losing passion. I'm starting to doubt my choice. I'm starting to doubt myself. 

I know art is never easy. God no. You have to be the best if you want to compete. You have to be the best if you want to stand out. You have to be the best if you want to survive.

Did I make the right choice? Will I ever make it? 
We'll see.

*Emo post because I'm tired and sleepy but I can't sleep because I procrastinated with my assignments earlier. Padan muka kau, Kiwa.

16 comments :

  1. IKR??

    Lepas pergi sekolah haritu lagi la rasa macam: OMG I should've studied harder.

    Pfft let bygones be bygones la Kiwa

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  2. Tapi kannn, kite tak regret kite chose this artsy path ;D bad things aside, at least tade +math xD

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  3. Well kite macam regret sikit. Insecurities, maybe. Takut macam tak boleh survive. I'm not good in art, you know. *sniff

    But yes, no add math is a definite perk.
    :)

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  4. Sila kunyah dan telan dalam dalam part 'I'm not good in art, you know.' -.- bullshit laa, you wouldn't be here if that's true ;D

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  5. It IS true.
    Kite bukan ada bakat pun. I just happened to get lucky. Maybe sebab kite sampai berhingus2 depan interviewer tu yang dapat lepas masuk UiTM?

    :D

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  6. Then, what makes me better than you? I SOBBED in front of them lagi wehhhh xD dah ah stray from what I sobbed for :p

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  7. Mwahaha kite menangis, mengeluarkan hingus, everything depan diorang. I was sooo cool.

    Rasa macam nak jumpa pakcik tu lepas dapat diploma and kipas2 diploma kite depan muka die. "O hey look, I earned my diploma, bitch!" Ngahaha
    xD

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  8. Nak buat camana, we happened to want it SO bad T_T at least, you got it on the first shot ;D kite kena tunggu second intake.

    Uuuuuuuu awk ingat lagi ke sapa yang interview? Kite tak ingat oh XD

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  9. Nope. Tak ingat puun. Kite just tau die lecturer IDe.

    wait for me, uncle. I'll be there *creepy

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  10. Entah awk memang dah under his watch punnnnn :P UUUUUUU NOW WHO'S CREEPIER? Bahahaha!

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  11. Wooooot. Psycho uncle is psycho.

    Tau la aku menawan, tak yah ah nak stalk aku kan. Datang straight mintak no telefon sudah *tangan libas2 ala2 tengah rapping*

    Bahaha wtf Kiwa gile rempit
    :P

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  12. Please, Kiwa. Simpan guilty pleasure awk tu senyap senyapp. Tak payah nak sempoi sangat kat sini, takut aku tak dapat handle dohhhhhhh! :P

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  13. Alahh kau ni. Kat blog la tempat aku nak jadi diri sendiri. Persetankan apa orang lain cakap. Di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada highwayyy! Tak rock la kauu.

    OK done.

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  14. PERSETANKAN? xD okayokay, *claps* awak menang motor! :D pegi claim kat otai Gombuckzz LOL

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  15. Kite tahu kite hebat.

    *proudface.jpg*

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